He Saw The World In A Way No One Could Have Imagined.
It has been a while I am not updating this blog. Just got
some nerve (and time and space too!) to jot down and scribbling my thoughts
here.
My
mind started to construct the words after I watched a movie- A beautiful mind.
A piece of artwork from Ron Howard and played by Russel Crowe and Jennifer Connely. I am
actually a fan of very light weight movie – comedy romantic, slapstick even,
romance etc. etc. which I thought it is worth to sit down in movie and laugh
rather that sitting for two hours and thinking. Because my movie time is always
just to relax and enjoy movie only. I prefer watching a very inspirational and
heavy-weight-movie at a very cozy plaze (at home, on a couch :). Back to this
very inspirational beautiful mind, I know it years before, and I know it was
actually worth story to watch but never had the time and to watch until the
movie was shown last Saturday in TV3 cinema.
A
beautiful mind was a story of a genius – Prof John Nash. I just learned that it
was base from true story. Then, I started the research on Prof John Nash, Nobel
Prize winner. He was schizophrenia and a genius! We know that how schizophrenia
mind is. They have the story played only in their mind which normal person
cannot see. They have delusion in their mind. He has three people in his mind,
William Parcher, the instructor who asked him to decipher codes, Charles, his
best friend since high school and the daughter, Marcee. This three people is
freely lingering in his mind until he finally realize that he actually really
have delusion. The demolishing of this three people was a damn hard for him.
But, with wife as Alicia, who was there while he suffering from delusions and
withstand his weirdly acting in public, he survived in neglecting his delusion.
He never able to demolish them, they are still there. However, what was so
beautiful of this genius and schizophrenic mind is, he still excellent in his
field and yet still see those people. His words that touched me the most (I
already put a simpler words of mine); “They are my past. I still see them, but
I survive in avoiding them”
There
comes my 2008 resolution – I may not be able of forgetting my past but if I
able to avoid of thinking of them, I can reach success. As I felt 2007 was
really a year of tears, I would like to leave all those things there, avoiding
them and fly..up..up..high. Wish me luck, pals!
P/s:
Start listing 2008 resolutions!
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