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.:am I?:.

Ya Allah…have u guys ever feeling this way? Me? I feel it almost every day! Especially in this though six month

When you turn around, nobody next to you..

When you need comfort, no one there to comfort you..

When you need some encouragement, no one is available for you..

When you feel like talking, no one is there to listen to you..

When you feel like crying, no one is bother to care for you..

And the ‘saddest’ part,

When you feel like missing someone, badly need someone, so u texted someone and you do not get any reply..

Then, you will know, how lonely is this world……….

                            

::Not yet grateful?::

Terase cepat sangat mase berlalu kan..kalau bace entry2 before ni memang dah terlalu lame rasenye meninggalkan semua ni..rase nye baru ade kesempatan ade cerita, baru boleh tulis blog.

In a few weeks time we are going to celebrate AIDIL ADHA and straight with new year. How fast the clock ticking! Seems like just few hours past I write the entry for the new year and now, another year is coming…cepatnye mase berlalu. Betul lah org2 tue kate, pejam celik pejam celik dah tua…

Well, 13 dec will be my 6 months of working. Half year of study and half year of working. Hm, I seems not realizing that my life changing this fast..While others keep on waiting for jobs, sending resumes and those sort of things, I am here working..even though is not what I really want to, at least I’m working. Is that a selfish statement? Sorry guys. It is just that, truly, may be some people correct when saying, that I’m not thankful enough.

Looking back for all the path that I went through,.I realized. Allah had given me so many things but I’m still unsatisfied. Allah placed me to be in good school, even though I’m not really a brilliant students but as Cikgu Ros said muke brilliant kan? (haha, my SSP girls remember? 3J 1998) noo la. I’m an ordinary je dulu. Masuk matrix and masuk UPM, with the course that I selected by myself. Berapa ramai yg masuk ngn kene lelong mase tuh kan?? Hm, and yet before convocation, I got job…I am not thankful enough. Surely.

Sorry guys if u think this is a very ‘snobbish’ entry..it is actually some kind of SWOT analysis and muhasabah diri gak a ni.. k guys, till we met again in d next entry!

Have fun and enjoy life while last!