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new life come...

Hmm..there was entry before, mase first week praktikal..tengah haru biru lagi la. Rite now, training pun over, and tomorrow I’m back to serdang, ready for new sem begin. Supposenye, balik earlier, ade kursus pembantu HEM..for junior baru ni. Tapi, tak sempat la, baaru abes praktikal, dah nak balik upm, emphh..tak nak la..

Tiap tiap kali ade peluang untuk orientate student baru, mesti tak dapat join, tak de rezeki nampaknye.

New sem ahead, new life begin…

It is my resolution every time sem baru. This time lagi la terase, this is my final year..tak sangka, dalam tak nak la, penat la, kejap fail, kejap lulus, kejap nangis, kejap gelak,ohoho…selalu gelak, banyak main, now I’m in my final year….hmmph, new stories will begin la in the next few months…posting resume(s), attending interview(s) and finally….YOU’RE HIRED!...hahaha, cam Donald Trump! Hopefully so….

Cheh, day-dreaming!!

Well, final year….project! thesis! Hmmm, sebok agaknye d next two sem…tapi, believe me, time to laugh n play, still ade!!mmuahaha…

Well, what ever it is, if effort is enough, Insya Allah, success is ours,kan??

Do pray for mine!!!!

Si along merintih...:)

Hahah, tajuk bunyi cam bagus je..well, tetiba je rindu kat adik saya. This morning, I sent message telling her that I miss her…

I am d eldest out of 3..my sister is now doing computer science 2^nd year, UKM..my younger bro still in form 4..we are from very small family..tapi bile sume orang balik, my father always say, “ naseb baik tiga orang je, kalo sepuluh….” kitorang bising!!!sume nak bercakap la…adek2 saye suke kate suke menjerit…mane la tak bising

kan

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Remember forty years ago, zaman mak ayah kite, along dulu2 selalu kene sacrifice, tak boleh sekolah sebab nak bagi chance kat adik2 nak sekolah…so, letting himself tak sekolah, end up, die hanya orang biasa, adik2 somebody. Tapi, bukanlah semua pun kan.banyak je yang along berjaya pun.

Let u guys understand..how almost along feeling..I always feel like kinds of burden yet it challenge me, which is good actually. Saya bukan sesiapa pun, cume in my life, I always try to do the benchmarking in my family.

How?

I prefer if everything that adek2 saya nak buat, they remembered how along had gone thru it. Exams, life, everything. Ade la yang they have broke my records…bagus adek2 saya ni…J even, my life partner! I do hope, he will be their benchmark jugak..

Who is he???

I only can pray, let me meet the one!!! J

Does it sound desperate??? Takdelah…..

Well, truly, I think most along today feel d same way..walaupun, mulut die bising, believe me, deep down in their heart, everything for the family. We prefer you to refer to us, even though macam menyusahkan la, tapi, we feel appreciated!! Hmm, check your along, do they feel d same way???

Cliché, ek?

This is a story of a girl name……CIPAH

Uwaaa…feeling wanna like to cry! Rite now I’m at rumah sewa Lizasue..jotting down something, hopefully when I get time, I’ll post it here…

I supposed, today will not be so good…I’ll be going to library-(I donno how; d bus service is not working..L), bank, to withdraw some money (need for deposit payment of  room…and need to walk…L and alone!..L), and search for my new “habitat”..Luhuh! and I’m not working today..I donno how mr boss will react, but, he told me last Wednesday to call if I’m not going to come on Monday, April 25, 2005…but then when I called this morning, it sounded like….hmmph…adding more butterflies in my stomach L..

As things never happen, you’ll never realized how important of something, someone etc…I have to say that, be optimistic…(consoling myself  L)

Above all the stories, there is one thing that I never regret.. I have a friend… I alwiz called, message her when I need some help..I’m feeling it now! and I really understand how important she is to me, rite now…at d moment I’m writing…I’m feeling uneasy… dahlah jauh dari mak bapak, jauh lak dari sedare-mare, jauh lak dari sahabat karib, hmmmmph…sedeynye..

Well, people say, there is always a reason…may be this is a way for each other to be independent coz when we’re around close friends, we’re not growing….

Do pray for my success and pray that I got d strength to run through this whole day…Insya Allah!

4/25/2005 11:12:57 AM